John and Ashely Marsh were $1.5 million in debt, $99,000 overdrawn, and three days from divorce. Ashely was involved in an affair, and John felt he had no hope. “I kept thinking, ‘Kill yourself, kill yourself.’ Yet God said, ‘Die to yourself,’” John said in a recent interview. “The life I was living wasn’t worth living. I was supposed to lay my life down, not take it.” But, he sa